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Desiring God ministries approached me to write this book, The Scars That Have Shaped Me: How God Meets Us in Suffering. I have been profoundly impacted by their ministry so it is a true privilege to partner with them. In the book I tell my story of God’s exquisite care and faithfulness in the midst of devastating loss and pain.

Psalm 66 aptly describes my journey. It says, “For you, O God, have tested us; you have tried us as silver is tried. You have brought us into the net; you laid a crushing burden on our backs; you let men ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water; yet you have brought us out to a place of abundance … Come and hear, all you who fear God, and I will tell what he has done for my soul.” (Psalm 66:10-12,16)

It is my earnest prayer that you will read this book and be encouraged to find that God is ever faithful even in the midst of great suffering. And that you too will rejoice as you tell others what the Lord has done for your soul.

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…What Others are Saying…

  • “I could not put this book down, except to wipe my tears. Reading Vaneetha’s testimony of God’s kindness to her in pain was exactly what I needed; no doubt, many others will feel the same. It helped me process my own grief and loss, and gave me renewed hope to care for those in my life who suffer…
    • GLORIA FURMAN, author of Missional Motherhood and Alive in Him
  • “[This book] will make you weep and rejoice not just because it brims with authenticity and integrity, but because every page points you to the rest that is found in entrusting your life to one who is in complete control and is righteous, powerful, wise and good in every way.”
    • PAUL TRIPP, pastor, author, international conference speaker
  • “It is that credibility not only of experiencing deep pain, that Vaneetha brings to her writing, but also her rugged determination to hold on to Christ in the midst of it, that makes us willing to lean in and listen.”
    • NANCY GUTHRIE, author of Hearing Jesus Speak into Your Sorrow
  • “I have often wondered how Vaneetha endures suffering with such amazing joy, grace, and perseverance. I still don’t understand it, but this book has given me a new glimpse into her world and into the character of our loving God. Raw, transparent, terrifying, and yet amazingly hopeful…
    • BRIAN FIKKERT, co-author of When Helping Hurts: How to Alleviate Poverty Without Hurting the Poor…and Yourself
  • “In both the sudden crisis—and the long relentless daily struggle—Vaneetha’s insights have been purchased in the fire of adversity.  And I listen.  She leads through a door that comforts my soul and straightens my spine—I am in her debt.  You will be, too …
    • PAULA RINEHART, author of Strong Women, Soft Hearts and Sex and the Soul of a Woman
  • “In the unfathomable logic of God’s wisdom, this faithful woman with increasingly weakening physical strength has, of all the people I know, the most secure grip on God’s steadfast faithfulness and reliability. Her faith has helped me weather the storms in my own life … Vaneetha is the real deal.”
    • MARGOT STARBUCK, author of The Girl in the Orange Dress: Searching for a Father Who Does Not Fail
  • “Vaneetha she lays out her story of gut-kicking suffering even as she captivates us with her experience of the goodness of God in the midst of her pain. The result? Our hearts are emboldened to trust and submit to Jesus. Her book is a gift to those who suffer and to those who walk alongside them.”
    • –SALLY BREEDLOVE – Spiritual Director, Cofounder of JourneyMates, Author & Speaker
  • “Vaneetha has walked uniquely hard roads and ventured into deep spiritual waters yet always welcomes fellow travelers, like me.  These pages are full of vulnerability and hope, rooted not in optimism but in the real-life experience of God’s faithfulness in suffering.”
    • CHRISTA WELLS, Singer, Songwriter
  • “As her friend and pastor for many years, I can personally testify that the paths on which Vaneetha will lead the reader she has faithfully walked herself. She invites us all to see God’s sovereign and good glory in times of testing and struggle.”
    • TOM MERCER, Senior Pastor, Christ Covenant Church, Raleigh